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This is the first day of the rest of my life. As the snow melts away and leads to new beginnings, new life, and new seasons, my life is in the same process. I choose to embrace the future and see where it will lead me. I am going to walk into my future blindly, trusting God to lead me all the way.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

I LOVE YOU LORD

Glory be to God, and I mean that with all that is within me. I am so grateful to God for all that He has done and all He is going to do. Yesterday to me was so glorious. I woke up with such expectancy and absolutely couldn't wait to get to church and pray and start the day, something was stirring inside me. I have been able to read the word, pray, and praise and worship God lately in a way I haven't been able to for a long time. It feels so good to be intimate with Him, to just love Him and allow Him to love me and change me, by being in His presence, He is the potter and I am the clay.
I was reminded yesterday of days gone by, times when you left the church or meeting you were at and His presence and annoiting was so strong that all day and sometimes days you were almost not here, but somewhere else, where it is just GOD, all you can do is praise Him, worship Him, talk about Him and just be in His presence, and you are surrounded by His love, and in return that is all you can do, love. It was that way for me yesterday, indescribable really, and I am left today, wanting more, more, more, more and more of Him. My heart was and is so full, I was able to watch God move in a mighty way. I saw people hurting and in need and saw the Lord restore them, give them hope, healing, love, salvation, holy ghost, peace and rest, whatever the needs were our Lord was there to meet them. What an awesome God we serve.
After night service I took my sister and her fiance' back to Muncie after Amber picked them up at the airport for me. It was already after 10:00 and I was tired, worried about getting sleepy driving home by myself. I was thinking on the way home about God and His goodness, still feeling the stirring inside of me and when I put in my new worship CD and began to worship the Lord, I was alive, my Spirit was alive and with tears flowing and hands flapping everywhere, I was swept away into His presence again, it was only fitting, it had been that way all day, why wouldn't it continue until bedtime. I went to sleep thinking about the Lord and when I woke up I was thinking about him, I pray that I could and would continue in an attitude of praise and worship, and that when my mind becomes still the I would naturally turn my thoughts to the Lord and His goodness. The song I can't get out of my heart and mind goes like this:

I will give you all my worship, I will give You all my praise
You alone I long to worship, You alone are worthy of my praise

I will worship with all my heart, I will praise You with all my strength
and I will seek You all of my days, and I will follow all of Your ways

I will bow down and hail You as King, I will serve You give You everything
I will lift up my eyes to Your throne, I will trust You trust You alone

It is called You're Worthy of My Praise by David Ruis (I think)

I was so blessed and I am still. This song Lord is my hearts cry. I love you Lord with all my heart.

Psalm 25:4,5
Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths;
guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long

Hallelujah!

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