MY MOST DANGEROUS WEAPON - FOR GOOD OR EVIL

I am trusting God that in believing Him I can get rid of the most dangerous weapon that I have in my possession. That is the tongue! We all have one and lets be honest we use it on those we know and love way more than on the enemy. The bible study really slammed me, I need to personally do more than repent about the way I use my tongue, I need to renounce it being used for anything other than the purposes of God. Now that is a tall order, however the word says I have self-control, nothing is impossible with God. I want to inhale His words and as I speak I want to exhale His words. We believe therefore we speak. Renouncing it means I am speaking it, telling it to GET OFF and STAY OFF, I am verbally removing all attachment to it. This is my desire. The only time I would like to use my weapon and be armed and dangerous is when I am wielding it against the enemy. I believe that I can speak the words of God and I can speak life and not death. I know that it will be hard and I know it goes against our nature, but that is the fleshly nature and no longer my nature. Does anyone else fight this? I feel as though I have a forked tongue and I am really seeing a vision of each side of my tongue rising up in my mouth and having it out, going to war, like a thumb fight in there, I believe the godly side is gonna win, how about you? The word says, Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely (Ps 138:4) How encouraging, Lord this is my prayer, help it to be so and help my sisters and friends to have victory in this area also. God Bless and Good Luck!