Did you ever wonder......

Did you ever wonder what your life would be like when you were a teenager or young adult? Did you ever wonder, Is this the man/woman I will marry? Will we have kids? Where will we live? What will I do for the rest of my life? Did you ever wonder about forever, how long forever is? Before God did you ever wonder how you were going to get through each day, or how this world was made, did you ever wonder about why a loved one was sick or blind or even mean and bitter. Did you ever wonder about the existence of God or how this world was made? I did and I have. I have wondered how my life might have been different if I had walked with the Lord all my life, if I had been devoted to him always, not just on and off as a child, but totally committed to Him. I have wondered and now I just rest in God and at how awesome He is. I look at my inlaws and I don't have to wonder about Ed and I being together for 50 years, I know we will always be together, we know we have something special and we will always guard it and not let it slip through our fingers, we have learned through trials, just how much we love one another and our love is rooted and grounded in the Lord now and has been for quite a while and we love each other more now than we ever have. I don't have to wonder about kids, we have two wonderful children, I don't have to wonder where we will live, it won't ever matter as long as I am with Ed. I have wondered how I would get through the day many times and even when I didn't know or acknowledge God, I know He brought me through and I know He always will. I have wondered about the sick, blind, hurting, etc... all my life, but I know now, that whatever the circumstance God is with me, He is with you too! We are who we are because of the things we have been through, we will become stronger and we will be able to help others through the very things we have gone through. I look at Jack and Sue and I see God, the love of God, I see hope and faith also. God is good and I can rest in knowing that, "before He formed me in the womb He knew me"!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!