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This is the first day of the rest of my life. As the snow melts away and leads to new beginnings, new life, and new seasons, my life is in the same process. I choose to embrace the future and see where it will lead me. I am going to walk into my future blindly, trusting God to lead me all the way.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

This weekend

Well my husband is getting ready to leave on Thursday to go for his annual golf outing to Kentucky. This is a time that a bunch of guys go and play about 200 or more holes of golf in 4 days. They won't let any SHEILA'S go (per Mike O'Neill) from the very first year) and I wouldn't anyway, but I am already starting to miss Ed and he isn't gone yet. I know he is due for some time off, he worked really hard on my kitchen and it is beautiful and will be even more so when totally completed, but nonetheless, I am gonna miss him terribly. God is so good, He has brought us through so much and blessed us so much, at times it seems like the life we lived before was unreal. Was there another life before God? Oh how I wish my whole life would have been lived serving Him, to have known Him and walked with Him always. I envy those which have that testimony, not that their life was any easier, but knowing Him and always living for Him would have been awesome. But we can't do anything about the past, and we shouldn't dwell on the past, that is what the enemy would have us do. Thank God we are smarter than the devil, that God equipped us to fight of the enemy and to live a victorious life. I am reminded today how precious life is here, as a Christian sister passes on to be with Jesus, yet she is now in the presence of the Lord and that is what living this life is all about, to be with our Lord, to live eternally with Him. From one who knows, it is glorious to know your loved one is with the Lord, but it still hurts because we miss them so. Lord comfort and bless the family. I thank you Lord that you will never leave them or forsake them and that you will never put more on them than they can bear. You are faithful Lord and I pray your peace, rest, hope, love, joy, strength and comfort be with them in the days, weeks, months and years ahead. Thank you Lord for answered prayer!

2 Comments:

  • At 11:52 AM, Blogger We Three Spences said…

    I'm sorry for the loss of your friend Susan. Death is a cruel enemy for those that are left behind. The only comfort is when they are with Jesus.
    Your friend with the pony tail returns your "Hello". (I think he misses you)
    Thank's for the referral.
    I love you Mrs. Goff. Blessing!!!
    Jan

     
  • At 10:37 AM, Blogger Donna said…

    For some odd reason, I am thankful that I don't have that testimony of knoing Jesus all my life. That may sound bad to some, but I wouldn't be able to understand people like I do now who are going through the things I went through and was delivered from, etc. Alot of the people I know who have had the Lord all their life, although they have had hard times, cannot relate to most of the real world out there.
    The one thing I wish I did know was if my mom and dad are in heaven and if I will ever see them again. I had to let go of the thought of them being in hell becasue it was driving me crazy. The Bible tells us we have to let go of father, mother, brother, sister, etc. or we cannot be His disciple. Sometime I still wonder though and sometimes it still hurts. So it is a blessing when someone you love dies and you know they are with Jesus. That is the only thing I wish was different in my past.

     

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